my life

i GOT ACCEPTED INTO GRAND VALLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kinda surprised i just did that.

not gonna lie.

i have decided i am way to nice of a person.
i need to be a bitch i've decided.

i dunno anymore.

i wish i knew what was going on between me and brad.
he is so cool. and so much fun to be around.
we had some really good talks last night.
hopefully i'll be able to get him to go to youth group with me one day. hed have so much fun.

i have decided that i am incredibly stressed out.
i have meap all this week and on tuesday i'm getting me hair cut and bleached[finally]. no more hair looking like shit.
then next friday i have my sr. pics taken.
sweet.
this weekend is state.
i'm exited/sad.
me and bad are bus budies that should be fun.
i love hanging out with him.
i'm procrastinating becuse i really should be writting my english paper

and i wanna go to fifth but i dont know if i'm gonna go anymore just because i always get irritated.
but i'm gonna miss de.

i havnt talked to michelle in a really long time.
hopefully she gets my email.
so next sunday is the costume party.
me keith and nicole are going as the blue man group.
that should be fun.
im excited.

ok. i'm done

wierd day.
good but wierd.
i love brad.

i jsut wanna thank everyone who was nice to me today.
obviously i needed it.
but it sounds like we are still gonna be friends...
so maybe theres hope?

well thanks guys. it meant a lot to me.

he has a girlfriend.
=[
and i thought I was leading him on.

fun.
embarassing.
angering.
confusing.
fun.
amazing.
emo.



i had so much fun.
brad hysell is one of my favorite people. so is keith.

my friends piss me off sometimes though.
not gonna lie, i was way pissed.

my friends pissed me off for another reason too. but they dont know that.

i love keith.
he means so much to me. he knows how to make me smile.
he knows how i feel even when i dont know how i feel.

i'm still kinda mad at her.
she has no idea.
at all.

and now i realize i truely am a whore.
i realized two very important things this weekend.

REGINALS WAS AWESOME THOUGH.
we beat jenison by like five points. thats huge.
and we got first in our class.
and fifth in finals. [woah]
i love my medal


WE WEARING THEM TO SCHOOL TOMORROW??
I AM.

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!
HES COMING HOME!!!!!!!

ANYONE WHO WAS IN THE MODERN ART SHOW IN 03,
WOULD YOU LIKE TO GET RID OF YOUR SHOW SHIRT??
I WILL BUY IT FROM YOU!

PLEASE VOTE/NOMNATE JESSICA POEL FOR HOMECOMING COURT TOMORROW SENIORS!!!!

PLEASE REPOST THIS GUYS. IT WOULD MEAN A LOT!

CLASS OF 2007 WILL YOU ALL PLEASE NOMINATE JESSICA POEL FOR HOMECOMING?

SHE HAS A LITTLE SECRET-SHE HAS ALWAYS WANTED TO BE HOMECOMING QUEEN.

so this summer has been so much fun.
arkansas.
cornerstone.
bdubs
the beach.
housesitting.
michigans adventure with the cousins.
band.
the brads.
on fires.
hanging out with old friends.

pretty much the only negative is that i lost two of my best friends.
katlynn and keith.
but i have made so many new best friends. like jenny and danielle. and the nicoles. and brad devowe. and erin.
so really losing two best friends for the price of new ones. hmmm.

all in all.
this summer has been a blast.





schedule
first hour- internship-current events second semester
second hour-mass media-social issues
third hour-criminal justice-humanities, sikkenga
fourth hour-=band
fifth hour-english 12-kraley
sixth hour- trt.

i'm so excited for this year. i love my schedule.

well lets see.
i'm super duper sunburned and it hurts.
myspace wont let me on.
and my dad says i cant go anywhere tomorrow because of my foot.
sweet.
so i cant walk around very much tomorrow. at all.
the only time i'm leaving is to go to my aunts house to see my cousins and ryan who is back from cedar point.
that should be fun.
ryan makes me laugh.
thats pretty much it.
so i really hope that my foot is better by monday, marching on it does not sound good.

well last night i went to leave for my youth group thing. it wouldnt start. i told my dad. he said te battery was dead so he bought a new one. it started last night for him fine like 2 times. so i just tried to leave for church to clean. it wont fucking start again.

bellacino's, taco bell, or hages.
you can call me and set up an interview with me.
that would be okay with me.

so next tuesday leslie and lauren might come down to go to michigans adventure with me. i'm super geeked. hopefully erin can go too.

which means that i wont be able to go to band.
oops.

o well.

and then my aunt went into the hospital. NOT AUNT JUDY KEITH OR NICOLE! so me and my mom went and visited her at like 6 and then went and got a pronto pup in grand haven. and we walked by the lake for a while. then got ice cream.

it was nice because i havnt really talked to her in a long time.

i missed her.

i think that i am really tired.

i am excited because i am getting my cornerstone pictures back soon. but michelle and nate have my fun camera. like the ones with the boys. i'm excited about those pictures! escpecially the group one with billy looking like he's pregnant and that hot dog by his mouth. i miss those guys like WO.

is that it. hmmmm.

i think so.

bye.
<333333333 JAQUITA BANANA

i think i made him cry.